It’s been six years since this place opened for business. Don’t believe me? Check out the first post! Look at that date! That’s 6 years and 1 day ago! (Look, work was busy yesterday, so I missed the actual anniversary date. I’m sorry. Please forgive me.)
It’s been a long journey, one that’s been pretty quiet (sexually speaking) the past few years. There have been several moves, one that even crossed 4 state boundaries. There have been massive health issues and traumas, and work has gone from something mundane to something practically all encompassing.
But I’m not done yet. I’ll update still, and work harder on getting that writing spark back more often. I did well at the beginning of the year. With hard work and perseverance I bet I can get that going again.
Thanks for coming along for the ride. And if we’ve been naked together, thanks for cumming on that ride, too.
Stay SINful, friends.
Friends and Readers, I know it’s been awhile. Much has come up, or gone down, or both. I have felt your absence, or more precisely mine, and found it terribly difficult to find a way to get back to you.
Not long at all after my last post (half a year ago…) nearly everything in my world was thrown into a velvet bag, shaken vigorously, and dumped onto the floor. People in my private life found out about this blog and their reactions shattered my confidence. A change in jobs turned out to be not as comfortable as advertised, and my confidence slipped further. Mrs. AP and I began having more social time with friends who, while lovely and sexy and absolutely play-worthy material if they ever were up to doing so, are rather demanding of both time and energy. With my introversion and Mrs. AP’s dynamism between introversion and extroversion we simply don’t have the resources to be able to be the busy socialites, the dedicated parents, the financially struggling couple, and the sexy blog authors. We turned inward, we focused on family, and somewhere along the way I found myself feeling more confident, more alive, and more connected to Mrs. AP than we’d felt in months. Perhaps even a year.
We’ve had some sexy adventures here and there. One in particular remains quite fixed in my mind. I’ll do my best to bring that to you soon. For those who kept checking in, thank you. For those who asked about us via Twitter, a special thanks to you. Your concern helped.
Stay SINful, friends.
I had absolutely no topic on my mind tonight. I wasn’t certain I even wanted to write. However, I try to follow my own advice, and it occurred to me that one of the things on which I briefly touched in my quick-hit update last week could be segued into a larger post. Ergo, I write, despite not initially having any idea. Take notes, kids. There will be a test someday. I think.
I must also thank my fellow blogger Bi_and_Bi, who’s most recent post about why she’s a sex blogger got me thinking about why I’m doing what I’m doing here, and how I want my life to progress at this point. Thank you, Bi_and_Bi. You’re an inspiration.
You see, when I started this blog here in my own little quiet corner of the internet, I intended it as a place where I could practice self-therapy and talk about all kinds of fun kinky sexual adventures along the way. As a man who has struggled repeatedly over the years with his sexual identity and desires, it seemed a practical approach. Also, my job doesn’t pay me much, and blogging is cheaper than professional therapy.
As a therapeutic place of rest, this little space of mine has served brilliantly, I think. I’ve been able to open my mind and let things flow in ways that still, frustratingly, are difficult when trying to voice those same thoughts. Something about the way my mind organizes when writing allows for more insight and introspection than when I’m trying to keep my mouth working at the same time. That one I’m still working on.
Nevertheless, as I’ve mentioned many times, some of the bloggers found over in my blogroll were instrumental in helping me decide that a sex blog in particular was the kind of self-therapy in which I wanted to engage. You see, Mrs. AP and I had been dancing around making a visit to Eyz Wide Shut for some time — I’ve wanted to visit a Swinger’s Club for years, but could never quite work up the nerve to make such a visit happen — and Mrs. AP is incredibly thorough in her research when deciding how best to support me. In said research she stumbled upon the writings of Kissin Blue Karen, who is a regular at Eyz Wide Shut and mentions the establishment repeatedly. At the time, Karen had recently been listed by Red Region Inferno as one of the Sexiest Blogs of 2011. Perusing the list led to me finding a multitude of wonderful writers, most notably Josh and BB at Our Open Marriage Adventures and Mr. No Name. Reading their raw accounts of not just what they were doing but how they felt about it and seeing their respective personal growths along the way helped me understand that I, too, could use such an outlet and be in good company.
Hello there SINful friend! If you’re reading this posting you fall into one of a few relatively small categories: somebody who is a sex blogger, somebody who wants to be a sex blogger, or somebody who stumbled here accidentally through a cheeky inclusion by a rogue search engine. If you’re here because a search engine drove you astray, don’t worry, we don’t bite around here without expressed permission to do so. In fact, that’s one of the tenants of being a good member of the sex-positive community; always get expressed consent. Lots of bad things happen when you don’t, so it’s a good rule to live by. Please feel free to follow this post to the end while you’re here, and if you feel so inspired do explore further through additional posts. My archives to the right are organized chronologically; you can start with the first post or the most recent and read through them all, or just bounce around as you see fit. Whatever works for you.
If you’re one of my long-time friends (or even a new friend, to whom I say thank you for joining!) you will likely already know most of the advice I’m about to dispense. In fact, as I’m still a relative newcomer to this community, you likely know even more than I! Your comments are welcome as always to help expand upon my limited foundation.
Therefore, I turn to my final set, and the core audience for this posting; those who wish to start a sex blog. Writing a sex blog is easy, honestly. Anybody with a sexual thought and the ability to sign up for a WordPress or Blogger account can start one. Writing a good sex blog, however, requires a little more effort. To help ease the amount of effort required, I recommend the following:
Hello again SINful friends. I know I’ve been gone a short time. Do forgive me, please.
When I last left you all I was preparing for a work trip to New York, wherein I worked 36 hours in 3 days. This trip itself was sandwiched between 2 work weeks of my Day Job, wherein I work 48 hours in 4 days, weekly. Combined, I worked 132 hours in 11 days, for a smooth even average of 12 hours a day. I did, in short, burn out a few transistors, blew a few capacitors, and did have to recuperate for these past 3 days in the arms of My Beloved Mrs. AbsinthePassion. Did I mention I adore her? She is the perfect remedy for all that ails me, and these past 3 days have been well spent indeed. Doing what, exactly?
Well, we loved, we fucked, we cuddled, we lay exhausted in each other’s arms, we talked, we planned, we went out to eat when we could afford to and got creative with meals at home when we could not. We played with children and yelled at children and did the same with the puppy and generally lived a typical, normal, every day kind of life.
During my absence here, the 6-month anniversary of the launch of this webspace passed. I wish I could tell all of you, SINful friends, that I took note of it on the day it happened. Sadly, I was instead deep in the embrace first of sleep, and later a minor concussion.